everything was my fault

God loves to play games

Everytime I get back up, life pushes me back down.
Everytime I find redeemption, it slips away.
Everytime I think things will work out, they don't.

I'm giving up

went to the doc's today to see if my knee would make the match on monday, turns out the injury was WAY FUCKING WORSE then initially suspected. fml. 4-6 WEEKS to recover, I'll effectively miss the rest of the goddamned season. fml. (srs)

HOLY SHIT.

OKAY GOOD NEWS FIRST.
We won the match! 1-0 hahahahha omg so happy we actually did it!
the team did okay so yea! a well deserved win GO HOCKEY!
Was playing striker again hahhahaha

WELL THE BAD NEWS.
SCREW THAT! I tore my meniscus cartilage and dislocated my knee.
LOL!
omg..... i'll be out for awhile... well doc said takes a few days to get better so im hoping to play against ACS(I) ahhahahah

Well, from what i can recall, the lower half of my leg beyond the knee didnt move then the thigh area made a 180 and POP the goddamn knee poped outa play. Goddamn that hurt like hell.

Thank god the doc twisted the leg back together proply or i'll have to go for surgery
Thank god.

Today someone cared.
Surprising,
caught me totally off guard.


Thanks luv, made my day :D

Well tomorrow we get the chance to redeem ourselves.
I'll give it my all, Everything.
Screw the ankle, screw the blister I'm gona play it and they are gona PHEAR ME.

oh fuck.

five - zero.
enough said.
im not saying the team didnt give it their all, but the mistakes made have lead us to concede so many damn goals.
i am disappoint.


well i cant say i did well either so, i dont have the right to scold or criticize anyone.

well we could win, really.


ah fuck that

Growing

Got my act back together,
damn i cant be waiting all day now can i??

Back to being me,
the Misunderstood me that is.
Salvation was taken from me, pushed from the path.
Its not my fault anymore.

so anyways today got mah good o' comp back
happy as hell get to game again spent too long thinking

Feeling alot better recently, but hell it'll never go back to the way it was

Happy, Sad, Tired and Dazed

School was hard to bear.
because there was not one there.

Well, did my official 2.4km run today 10mins 23sec.
MADE THE A GRADE!!!! WHOOOHOOOOO!
well all that training was worth it.. about time I got some returns
I could have done better if there were people there to cheer me on, like for so many other people.
Jealous, Envious and Pissed Off.

I slide back down the spiral of self-destruction.
No one can save me now.

Stressed, confused and lost.

not doing too good.
tried to get my mind off things today, went on wondering around in the blankness
seriously things keep getting worse.
Family, hell i dont know where to start
School, lost as hell what to do
Hockey, season starts next week got too many things on my mind to concentrate
Life, sucks.

HALP ME HALP ME!!!!

A few years ago, a mother and father decided they needed a break, so they wanted to head out for a night on the town. They called their most trusted babysitter. When the babysitter arrived, the two children were already fast asleep in bed. So the babysitter just got to sit around and make sure everything was okay with the children. Later that night, the babysitter got bored and went to watch TV, but she couldn't watch it downstairs because they did not have cable downstairs (the parents didn't want children watching too much garbage).So, she called them and asked them if she could watch cable in the parent's room. Of course, the parents said it was ok, but the babysitter had one final request... she asked if she could cover up the angel statue outside the bedroom window with a blanket or cloth, at the very least close the blinds, because it made her nervous. The phone line was silent for a moment, and the father who was talking to the babysitter at the time said, "Take the children and get out of the house... we will call the police. We do not have an angel statue."The police found all three of the house occupants dead within three minutes of the call. No angel statue was ever found.


cant sleep tonight.. oh my gawd ssaveeee meeeeee

Poem

Stick Boy and Match Girl in Love

Stick Boy liked Match Girl,
he liked her a lot.
He liked her cute figure,
he thought she was hot.
But could a flame ever burn
for a match and a stick?
It did quite literally;
he burned up pretty quick

-by Tim Burton

Sums up pretty much everything

Over it

I guess I've been lying to myself all this while
telling myself its ''O.K'' when it wasn't
I just couldn't take it anymore
Hell THANKS DOM YOU SHOOK ME UP
I quote the Bro ''no one can understand you as well as a bro''
I agree.

YESTERDAY,
had a hell of a time!!!
Celebrated Aloy's and Alex's Birthdays
HAPPY BIRTHDAYS GUYS
Nothing like seeing the bros again, Nothing like it

OH well tomorrow got training in the morning need some rest!
Got to sleep soon..

you could hold on bit longer
but you should understand that
the longer you hold on
the more feelings you have
the harder it'll be to let go

Goddamn it..
This ain't the only goddamn thing gone wrong.
the bros are separating, to those who read.
Remember 42. Fuck you're childish behavior, grow the fuck up.

Stupid training tomorrow so early.

Gaddmn it

Lost to AJC.. Goddamn it.. 2-0 keeper was missing for the 1st half.
Pissed cause they did not field J1s. Angry..
Hell I'll make the team better without them.
Got to train harder.
I hope the J1s will understand the physical tomorrow. I'm going to push them very hard.
Also went out with the Gamers yesterday to some Board Game place..
SUPER BORING. Never going back there Ever.
Today supposed to get O level Cert with the Gamers but they went to Doong's house instead so I decided not to go. So farrr.......

WooooHoooooooo

Hell yea! Liverpool won Manchester United 4-1.
I drink in celebration!!!
Plus I got to see the crew Awesome stuff but got jealous in the end.. heard all their training was so tough compared to my hockey training..
Need to workout more.. Need to push the team more..
Well tomorrow we've got friendlies vs Anderson JC.. Hope we don't lose as badly as we did to Innova JC..

I WANT TO PLAY IN THE A DIVISON TEAM.

Hi there people!

oooooooooooooooooooooooo, I was wondering what was all the hype with this thing.
Seems fun enough, don't blame me for blog looks yet! I'm still trying to figure this out!
..Then I'll start the ranting..